Life. and let's put it proper this time around insyaAllah

Assalamualaikum wbt and good day everyone insyaAllah :) Before I start with the post, I have set a video with its lyrics below for you dear readers to listen and/or read. Enjoy :)

(It starts with one)
One thing I don't know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go


I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter


I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter


One thing, I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end


You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter


I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter


I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

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Okayh :) Let me summarize the song. well it is actually a song with a person reminds/telling someone that how he/she had tried so hard for everything, putting his/her heart into it (this can be in many context like work etc etc) but in the end it "does not even matter".

Why should you feel upset when things does not come in its way? If you see it clearly, 'hatred' conquers the reality. When hatred comes in, all about life tends to be in hatred mood as well. When mood swings, nothing possibly done the best that it could.

The reason why you easily tends to feel off mood or maybe see it as you have done so much but nothing matters is because you put your hope on things instead of putting your hope for Allah's pleased. I am not forcing you dear readers to change your thoughts for your actions insincerely. But take some time to sit and think why you are ever created in this world. You do good but things off suddenly, and then you feel sad. Why should you? because you know yourself you have done your best. You should be thankful because whatever He provides for you is always going to be the best. You may not see it now, but the future can't tell. Seriously, Allah Azza wa Jalla will pay you back with goodness insyaAllah. Have faith in Him :)

Last but not least, bila kita letakkan kehidupan ke arah keredhaan Allah swt bukan bermakna kita tidak boleh hidup dengan cara kebiasaan kita. Sebab kita diciptakan dengan keadaan, latar belakang dan persekitaran masing2. Cuma tujuan dan arah kita sebenarnya perlu diperbetulkan. Dan Allah akan tunjukkan jalan yang lurus insyaAllah.

 until then :) May Allah swt bless us all insyaAllah. Assalamualaikum wbt.